Sunday, 17 November 2013

Superstar to Non! ~ The struggles!

Okay, so the first day I got my stardoll account, I was superstar. I had another superstar account that got hacked, so I went out and bought a Stardoll Card to make a new Superstar account. I ended up liking this account much more. The account that got hacked was BeckyDoll. I'm not sure if any of you saw or remembered her, but she was quite popular in Australia. I bought another card the next day so I had two months. (you can only get $10 ones here in Australia) I was superstar for the first time after 5 years on my old account, so it was exciting. But after it got hacked, I was superstar almost all the way through. A couple months back, my memberships expired. I took a huge break of Stardoll until I got another card. That one ran out a couple of weeks ago. I haven't been able to get a new one because for some reason, the have disappeared from my area. I need to go out a little further to get one. The struggles of being a superstar for ages and then being a non is hard. You get sick of Stardoll and you never come on. You do all this hard work as a Superstar and it's wasted because you don't come on until you get membership again, or maybe even never. You suddenly realise that all the things you loved as a Superstar are gone. Which means losing friends and your beautiful account you worked so hard on. One of my biggest struggles is not having the hair and lips. Non hairs are super horrible, unless you have a high level and can get those fancy ones. But, I only started at the start of this year, so I only have unlocked a couple. (you don't get one every level as you may be aware) Without the hair and lips and stardollars, it has been rough trying to get a pretty doll, you can't just go out and buy makeup and clothes with your stardollars anymore when you need a change. But one of the really horrible things is, no one ever visits me or comments or talks to me anymore. My guestbook was booming when I was superstar. Now, I hardly get spoken to by my friends. Does this mean I'm boring now? Does everybody really not think about a persons personality, but how they look in a game? This is rubbish. I haven't been as active as I want to be though. Even though I was a non, I still wanted to come on after my last membership expired a few weeks ago.  I still got that excitement in my stomach when I thought about Stardoll. But, I didn't have access to a computer, and Downtown Stardoll isn't very good for me. I was sad. I missed being a superstar, but I also missed my friends and the dressing up and doing my suite, album and join clubs, parties and voting. I missed all the fun. Today I fixed my computer and I haven't been off the computer today. Just been on Stardoll with my friends who are (surprisingly) still active. After 5 years, I still love Stardoll. I know for you Superstars changing to Nons is scary and hard. Like going to highschool for the first time. But, in more of a virtual way. Hehe. Although I will be Superstar again next month, I am working to become royalty. I do not like being a non. I feel sorry for nons much more now. I forgot how it felt until it expired. I didn't really feel it the last times it expired since I just didn't play. Stardoll is always a great escape for me and I can't keep away from it. But, sometimes I just need a break. But that may not happen anytime soon.

Goodbye, Chendoah.

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